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Damian Axen This album takes you in a cool journey, like in a tornado... Favorite track: As My Heart Explodes.
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Kris Aroo Great blend of electronic and rock. Several of these songs are quite the epic tearjerker for me on a personal level, as the lyrics are quite relatable. And while I'm on that point, I have to say that of all the music I listen to, Josh writes some of the best lyrics. Tornadoes is definitely an emotional trip the entire way through and a very memorable one at that. I don't think I will ever be the same again after listening to Tornadoes. (pun maybe intended) Favorite track: Fantasy.
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FiXT breathes new life into the sophomore album from I Will Never Be The Same with brand new bonus tracks to add to the unforgettable experience of Tornadoes. From the head-crushing intensity of "As My Heart Explodes" and the stadium-filling anthemics of "This Will All Be Over Soon" to the nightclub swagger of "Fantasy", Tornadoes showcases a genre-bending artist with an iron grip on the future of alternative rock, electronic music and all the places it can go.

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Track Name: Tornadoes
I am here to destroy you
And take everything away
I am here to show you that
This is just the beginning of everything
That you never knew
So run

Feel that life can’t go on
Letting go of what you wanted, fall into flames
I believed it was all, in my head
Until I was stripped away all the things that i cared for
Hold on to life, this is the impact you leave

All of a sudden
You turned cold and still
The sky started to change into you
I walked away and towards you

I tore this all down
What I built and what I knew were in pieces
Everything is broken and splintered
So just close your eyes and hold on tight
And I won’t let go


Some day I will find my way out of here
And I will come save you
Someway I will find the things that you do
That make me want to destroy you
Track Name: As My Heart Explodes
I was so strong, so indestructible
But I guess I was wrong
I thought I was bulletproof, until you came along
I used to throw away everything until I heard you say
“Take this light and hold it, close to you.”
She said “Think of me, when there is darkness inside of you.”

Out of the cold
Started to feel something new, with you
Had something to hold, it was warm and new
I used to throw away everything until I heard you say
“Take this light...”

So watch as my heart explodes in front of you
A million pieces of me are flying towards you
Please cover your face I don’t want this to hurt you
And I believe that I can see through you
I believe that I am free from you

The colors have changed
And it’s getting dark but the light inside
Had started to fade until I hear you say
“Take this light...”

I saw you standing there
Who was the one holding your hand?
Who was the one, standing where you stand?
So I just walked away and I didn’t say a word
Till you saw me, looking back at you
We both just stood and stared
And then I closed my eyes

Track Name: This Will All Be Over Soon
And I can’t stand to see the way we were
When I look at your photographs
And now I’m alone
But alone in my mind
I didn’t want to give up on you
I hope all your faces will fade away
The falling hearts have died, with you
And some day I will hold you close again
And I won’t let you go

Cause this will only break your heart
This will all be over soon
I won’t let you lose control
I will always be there for you and I

And I have found the fountain of truth
When the water is cold, it’s just like you
Then I jump in and take a deep breath, and fall on my knees
Slowly, start to freeze
When I’m fighting all your low degrees
Just feel me and believe that I’m falling into you


So please don’t go
I can pull you through, if you let me inside of you
Track Name: Fade Down
You were the first to go
Now I’m watching the distance between us grow
In focus to a blur
It was real, but you weren’t really sure
You said this was impossible
And I should have listened
So now it’s time I really say goodbye

This will all fade down
And become the things that I love the most
We should all stay away
From everyone and everything we love because
We can’t just let go

The less you know
The less it might hurt you
The more I stay
Is the more pain that won’t go away
I wish I never came here
And I wish this never happened
Cause all I’m gonna do is let you down


Fade down
Fade away
Track Name: Lost Gravity
Can you feel the pressure
It’s getting harder to breathe
The earth is shaking
And the ground starts breaking down
Let’s find each other so we can be together
When this thing ends

They say we are spinning faster now
A shift in the earth has taken us off course
I don’t think we could save ourselves now
Remember the beginning, but let’s embrace the end

Things start floating
Find something to hold on to

We will all fall into the sky
Cause we have lost gravity
There’s nothing to hold us down
So let’s just let go

Hold on as things start to float around
Tie yourself down
To buy some time until I get to you
But you say I don’t want to see you
Because I don’t want to see you go

Track Name: Fall Apart
Don’t let them tear you down
You are wearing thin
Don’t let them stare you down
Don’t let them in
Just be strong don’t let them win
But if you lose just get back up again

Sometimes things fall apart
Just stand up and return to the start

All of the dreams that faded away
All of the lives that you couldn’t save
All of the hearts that are filled with pain
All of the love that you let slip away
Let it slip away

You gotta just stand up
And start again
Push forward
Harder than anything that you ever believed in
Hold tight and stand your ground
Don’t let them push you down

Track Name: Fantasy
My God you are so fucking pretty
I want to give you everything that I can
You say you can do whatever you want right now

And I say don’t come in closer
I just want you to be my fantasy
Don’t come in closer
I just want you to be my fantasy

Come over here and let me whisper in your ear
What I want to do to you
I want to tell you what the hell you should be doing now
(Come follow me)

Don’t come in closer
I just want you to be my fantasy
Don’t come in closer
I just want you to be my fantasy

I want to turn around
I want to steal you now
I want to make you mine but it’s not the right time
I know where you will be
Where I can always see
You on top of me

Track Name: Fire Inside
I want you to come into my place
I want your kiss and your sweat
Something you won’t ever forget

The only thing I want to do is look in your eyes
And be the fire inside of you

So give it up
You’ll save yourself
But you will never know
What it really feels like
When I give it to you

I know you think this is love
So let’s just skip the kiss
And go for it


Turn off the lights
And close your eyes
Can you feel the heat
From my heartbeat
As I touch your soul
With full control
I take you over
I will take you in
I will show you everything is alright now
I will show you everything
And I will take you everywhere
If you just let me in
Track Name: Pushing Objects Through Walls
Slowly pushing objects through walls
Answering the phone before someone calls
The lights won't turn on
You are there I can feel it
So I move closer
And I can hear your heart start to beat

Can't tell if this is real
Maybe we all should run?
No one is left alive
Am I the only one?

Please don't wake me up before I get to touch you
I am in the dark, but somehow i can feel you
I can hear you breathe
So I move closer
And I can hear your heart start to beat


This thing inside will never die
No matter how much you try
So just close your eyes and let it inside
Cause this dream was real
Track Name: The Last Day
I can feel you
The warmth of you
Passing through every point
But as you start to pull away
The cold rushes in
And my heart starts to beat again
To try and help me to survive

Cause this is our last day
Until we all fall apart
Time to find a new way out
It all seems so clear
Now I cant see were we’ll be
I hope I don’t forget you
As this disappears

Can we start again?
Lets fade to black
Turn the lights down
And hold my hand and just let go

Start to feel our souls
In control, face to face
To fall in love, our souls combine


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